A brand new start

Yay.. its been a while since i updated here... well so much has been going on that i cant explain using words.. its just that right now since last week my world has been flying sky high, i've been feeling happy and an unspeakable amount of joy which i cant explain. Every morning was a beginning to a great day, every morning was a beginning of a wonderful day. Nothing gonna stop me now, im gonna go all out, cherishing, caring, loving the 1 very person i love the most. :)

Hmm plan to change this into a food blog.. but not sure how to start :p

The story of a kid.

This is a story bout a little boy, how he grow up, his sadness, his happiness, his ups and his downs. The chubby boy came into the world on bright Monday afternoon on 14th March 1983. He was full of energy, full of joy and full of enthusiasm to explore the big world that awaits him.

He never gave up on the things he wanted, he often disobeyed his parents words and do things he wanted to do.. but always end up with troubles, he broke his wrist, skinned his knee but that doesn't keep him down a few days of resting and he's back fighting. He wanted to try everything, riding a bike and end up on the drain, ride a big mountain bike and went crashing on the floor, all those didnt stop him, he was in the world of his world.

As he was growing up, he meet some great friends, but also he was oftenly bullied coz trusting the wrong friends. He was just too naive, believing that if he's nice to people they will return the favour. But he did meet with a lot of good friends that stick to him throughout the time. Spend happy and sad times together, they were his world, he was so happy with them coz he's glad that even though a lot saw him for his disadvantage, there's people that saw him for his quality.

But as time passes by and adulthood takes over, his friends began to shy away, began to mind their life, began to have their companion, began to spend fewer time with him. The little boy was sad, lonely, no more doing crazy things together, no more spending sad times happy times together. He began to hate adulthood, there was just too much loneliness, too much sadless to grow up, how he pray hard that he could turn back the time. But thats never gonna happen.

He then began searching for new friends, friends whom he hope will able to enjoy good times together doing crazy things. But what he found wasnt a friend but a person that makes his heart pumping hard, what is this feeling? who is this girl? he asked himself. He meet with this girl in a red shirt that he have a weird feeling for. Nobody can explain to him what is that. He take up the courage to ask the girl up for a date, the girl agree, how happy he was to hear that. As time goes by, the longer the time they spend together, the more happy the boy is. And he knows that it is love.

But to the girl, it isnt love, its just friends spending times together, the boy was so sad, so disappointed to hear that, but he told himself as long as he be himself the girl will notice that he's true to his heart, but no. Coz he was not the 1 the girl are looking for. The boy was sad, but he didnt give up, and continue to hold on to a thin line of hope. Hoping the girl will accepts him for who he is, hoping the girl will look at his good side and work with him on his disadvantages. All he can do is hope, even when the time come where he needs to go back to where he come from he has no regrets because he finally found a girl whom he really love.

Im in a dreamland

Im in a dreamland,
Enjoying every moment,
Refusing to wake up,
Refusing to accept reality,

It is so hard to accept reality,
It is painful to accept what is real,
Thus all i wanted is,
To be in the dreamland,

I can be what i wanted to,
I can have what i wanted,
Im happy, Im enjoying,
The very place called dreamland.

My thoughts : What is love

What is LOVE? This is the question i've ask myself always. Me being a guy that never ever have a girlfriend b4 will never know the meaning till i experience it. What is LOVE actually? I've read lots of blogs bout LOVE, people's experience on LOVE some said LOVE is a very special feeling where nobody can tell or explain. Its a feeling where, everyday, everyhour, everyminute u can only think of that person for no reason, not because u misses the handsome/beautiful face or not because of the strong macho/ hourglass body. Its the feeling of emptyness when you are not around your loved one. No.. no reason at all. There's no reason when it comes to love. When you love a person there's no need any reason, u just felt the warmth, the comfort being with the person.

Everytime on a drama you'll see people keep asking why do you love that person. And lots of reason will come out. My thought? If anyone ask me why i love ? I would answer them, no no reason at all because love isnt judge by how a person look, how rich a person is or how they behave.

There are ppl that define LOVE is very painful, lots of broken heart, lots of suffering. But where's LOVE when nobody can survive through it. Its very common to say, there's no happiness without pain. Nothing is perfect, if there's happiness there will be sadness, thats how life goes. For me after some deep thoughts, if I were to LOVE that person so much, i will not care how tough life goes I will survive through it.

I might be talking crap, lots will disagree only some will agree. But ask yourself, what is the reason for u to fall in LOVE? and you'll see there's no strong reason to it.

A relationship is like a rubber band. The harder u pull it, it will snap, but if you were to pull and release, pull and release, the rubber band will last a long time. I've learned it the hard way. I've pull too hard without releasing it. But there's no regret.. its a learning for me so i would not repeat it.

Thats all from me.. im not a love expert nor any experience lover. I just speak from my thought.

REDANG HERE I COME!!!!

Was soo happy today, coz im going to redang on mid of May!! its like a dream come true yippee. Gonna make sure this time i really go.. and wont end up like my Mount Kinabalu trip which being cancel coz i didnt save enough cash. Damn it.. so regret when i saw my friend's picture from KK.
So this time if for real. Gonna make sure i die die oso i'll go muahahaha.

Imagine the silky white beaches, crystal clear water.
Some of the pictures that i googled up.



Look at all those picture, now u know why im soo excited bout it. Haha

More special is when im going with someone special to me :D Its a dream come true indeed.

Happy 'Bird'Day to ME!! ^_^

Well what can i say? Its the best birthday i ever had. 14-03-08 is indeed a day to remember for me. Full of surprises.. joy.. laughter.. excitement.. and sincerity. Thanks a lot to all my friends for making it a day that i would remember forever.

Let me summarize what did happen. Firstly on 12-03-08 my best old buddies from secondary school. Alvin Leong, Alvin's GF Yee Wan, Yao Yang, Ming Wei took me to Old Town Kopitiam at Bukit Mertajam.. when we reach there we were greeted by a young couple having their lovey dovey time..haha. Got a very very different gift from Alvin and Yee Wan this year, it was a very super duper uber cute "Hello Kitty Lamp", a nice glass decoration from Ming Wei and a very beautiful photo album from Yao Yang. Thanks a lot guys for the treats and presents.

On the 14th.. is the most unexpected day every. Coz i never ever expect that my forum buddies will celebrate my birthday.. coz they are having another gathering on 15th. It all happen really unexpected coz i only expect i could get sum surprise from fellow Shutterasia buddies.. but Xavier surprise me by asking those from LYN Penang Thread buddies to come also. Well Xavier u really got me by surprise... something that i never ever expected i kena 'played' by them... haha had a whole face full of cake. Thanks for the presents guys.. u guys all are the greatest.. being buddies for less than a year and we grown to be so close in such a short time. *Muaks* to you all.

This year is gonna be a fun and meaningful year for me... lots of things i need to get handle.. new commitments, new goals. Im gonna go all out with the support i have around me which is you guys.

Christmas light up in Singapore..

One of the most fascinating things bout this tiny country just below Malaysia, is that during Christmas and New Year the whole country will be brighten up with wonderful neon lights. During this time around there will be lots of people heading down there just to enjoy the lighting up.

Here's an article bout Singapore during Christmas.
"Christmas in Singapore is a magical time for everyone. You sense a great build-up as early as mid-November. A magical event no visitor should miss is the annual Orchard Road Christmas Light-up.

Now in its 24th year, the Orchard Road Christmas Light-up remains as enchanting as ever - fairy lights, multi-coloured ornaments, up-lit 15m tall Christmas trees, Singaporeans and tourists in uninhibited singing and dancing.

For me, it's the best place to spend an enchanted evening. Many others think so too. In fact, 1 out of every 5 overseas visitors to the Christmas Light-up is a repeat visitor! (source: Singapore Tourism Board survey)

If you are coming from the Northern Hemisphere, it's a fantastic opportunity to celebrate Christmas with a difference. Enjoy a tropical Christmas in Singapore, minus all the snow and the cold. You could buy an ice cream or a chilled fresh coconut from one of the road-side cafes, and savour it along the way. Celebrate in your tank-tops and shorts if you want."

Some of the pictures from the world wide web.



Looks wonderful ya... Hopefully this year i'll able to step my feet there and take this wonderful pictures with my dear. :)