The story of a kid.

This is a story bout a little boy, how he grow up, his sadness, his happiness, his ups and his downs. The chubby boy came into the world on bright Monday afternoon on 14th March 1983. He was full of energy, full of joy and full of enthusiasm to explore the big world that awaits him.

He never gave up on the things he wanted, he often disobeyed his parents words and do things he wanted to do.. but always end up with troubles, he broke his wrist, skinned his knee but that doesn't keep him down a few days of resting and he's back fighting. He wanted to try everything, riding a bike and end up on the drain, ride a big mountain bike and went crashing on the floor, all those didnt stop him, he was in the world of his world.

As he was growing up, he meet some great friends, but also he was oftenly bullied coz trusting the wrong friends. He was just too naive, believing that if he's nice to people they will return the favour. But he did meet with a lot of good friends that stick to him throughout the time. Spend happy and sad times together, they were his world, he was so happy with them coz he's glad that even though a lot saw him for his disadvantage, there's people that saw him for his quality.

But as time passes by and adulthood takes over, his friends began to shy away, began to mind their life, began to have their companion, began to spend fewer time with him. The little boy was sad, lonely, no more doing crazy things together, no more spending sad times happy times together. He began to hate adulthood, there was just too much loneliness, too much sadless to grow up, how he pray hard that he could turn back the time. But thats never gonna happen.

He then began searching for new friends, friends whom he hope will able to enjoy good times together doing crazy things. But what he found wasnt a friend but a person that makes his heart pumping hard, what is this feeling? who is this girl? he asked himself. He meet with this girl in a red shirt that he have a weird feeling for. Nobody can explain to him what is that. He take up the courage to ask the girl up for a date, the girl agree, how happy he was to hear that. As time goes by, the longer the time they spend together, the more happy the boy is. And he knows that it is love.

But to the girl, it isnt love, its just friends spending times together, the boy was so sad, so disappointed to hear that, but he told himself as long as he be himself the girl will notice that he's true to his heart, but no. Coz he was not the 1 the girl are looking for. The boy was sad, but he didnt give up, and continue to hold on to a thin line of hope. Hoping the girl will accepts him for who he is, hoping the girl will look at his good side and work with him on his disadvantages. All he can do is hope, even when the time come where he needs to go back to where he come from he has no regrets because he finally found a girl whom he really love.

Im in a dreamland

Im in a dreamland,
Enjoying every moment,
Refusing to wake up,
Refusing to accept reality,

It is so hard to accept reality,
It is painful to accept what is real,
Thus all i wanted is,
To be in the dreamland,

I can be what i wanted to,
I can have what i wanted,
Im happy, Im enjoying,
The very place called dreamland.